Goodmorning sunspots It’s amber from behind the madness and today I need to get something of my mind. Meeting her, seeing her be so open and down to earth made a click inside myself. It changed something that desperately needed to change.
Let me explain something to you, something I haven’t really told anyone else my dream has always been to help people, and a lot of people. And knowing that I couldn’t do that directly, I decided that I wanted to helped people like a lot of others had helped me. first when I was around 10 years old, I wanted to be an actress or a singer, but seeing that that was impossible I soon let go of that dream. Then around the time I turned 12 I fell in love with the works of jk Rowling and also her life story so I wanted to be a writer. Even though I loved writing and still do, I let go of that dream just like the other, it seemed impossible. Now when I reached the age of 14 I started feeling worse than ever, I felt depressed basically. It’s also around that time that I truly discovered YouTube. I discovered the creators, I will probably tell you more about that later but these youtubers, these people saved me, they helped me. And that’s when I realised that was my way, that was my way to get to people. But when my knowledge about youtube grew me hope faded me dream stayed just that, a dream. I felt like I could never accomplish something like they did. Now you might ask, what does this have to do with Summer Glau. when I talked to summer I realised that they were just humans too, and even thought I already knew that, I didn’t seem to actually realise. She was just an awesome person and she opened my eyes by just being the person that she is. This sounds crazy, but I finally see that if I really want to, I could make a difference. Even though I’m a little unnoticed teenager now, maybe, just maybe, if I really try I can do something I have always dreamed of. Now I’m not saying I’m going to be a big star like Summer. But I’m going to try and start a YouTube Channel. And even if I have 50 subs or 50 000 it doesn’t matter. If I even help one of you out there, I’m happy. Well now, I got that of my chest. If you took the time to read all of it, then thank you very much. And remember, even the smallest thing can make a difference in the future Anyway, keep on shining |
A Junior teacher with a love for learning, exploring and sharing the information I have found throughout my journey.
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